Just pull the bandaid quickly-it will hurt less
Haven’t heard from tall handsome since Thursday night.
That’s enough of that. This time I mean it!!
Even if he does call, I am not going to answer. I should have known.
The whole thing was dumb anyways.
Why the hell would anyone want to be with me?
I hate this feeling. I just want the hurt to stop. The hurt from my failed marriage. The hurt from the being rejected. The hurt I heap on to myself every time I look in the mirror….all of it just needs to STOP!!!! I WANT my fucking happy ending. I want to believe that this isn’t how the story is going to be and end. Who do I need to talk to here? Is there a supervisor? A complaint department? Dammit!!!!!!
The weekend was otherwise a success with the kids.
Pumpkins are carved and pumpkin seeds are roasted.
Costumes are ready and the anticipation mounts.
This year I get a Darth Vader and a Cat…
I wish I could dress up and be someone else too.
