Archive for February, 2006

Just the Physco EX-girlfriend

dawnjust on Feb-25-2006

I am a woman. I have done and said things that I am NOT proud of - nor would I dare repeat doing certain things in my life. But, internet, this woman has to win the prize and title of super physco.
Last Sunday I got to spend the day with RM. We drove back to his place and planned on watching the NASCAR race with his friends at a small bar in his town. I am not a huge fan of go-fast-turn-left- but know enough to actually look and sound like I care about it.
When we arrive at the bar RM states under his breath that “oh great…C is here”
I have seen this woman once. She is older than RM and from the stories so far- their relationship was miss matched. We got comfy into our seats and proceeded to join in the banter of comments that were going on in the bar.
The first negative sign from C was a comment about boobs. “more than a handful is a waste”. As a woman who wears a DD…this comment was directed at me.
She proceeded to get some more digs in as we attempted to chat with RM’s friends.
She left. Tension blew out of the room like a trail of dust behind her.
She has been calling RM and writing him letters. She is a real piece of work.
We chatted with eachother and I was starting to have a good time. THEN- she came BACK!
She plunked her skinny ugly ass right near us and the comments started to fly again.
We decided to leave. RM was getting upset, as was I.
We drove to another favorite haunt of RM’s and walked in to find approx 5 people there and no C. whew…
RM made the comment to the bartender that we were being stalked by C. Other people in the bar quickly surrounded us so no empty seats were available if she would show up. 6 minutes later…there she was. She stumbled into the bar. AND I mean actually fell into the bar. The loud cackle of comments fired up and RM actually got up– pushed his chair back and stood in the “STOP IT ” stance. People from the bar were even telling her to leave us alone. In a community of 84….everyone knows what a witch she is. I was getting upset and after a comment about my weight…the steam could have been visibly seen coming from my ears.
We left again. We drove around for almost two hours and talked about the ex.
This woman appears to have brass balls when she has been drinking vodka.
I don’t need this.
RM assured me he has NO feelings for her and just wants her to go away.
I explained I can not promise that on a given night and enough bud light in my system….he better have enough cash to post my bail.

Just Surprised

dawnjust on Feb-18-2006

Well internet, he did good. Arriving home on Valentines day I found a note.
The note reads :DAWN, Happy Valentines Day. Dinner for you and the kids is in the fridge. Just reheat according to the instructions on the package”
It was a rotisserie chicken, some potato wedges and sour cream. I melted a little.
THEN…there was MORE. There was a package and a card. The card reads: “Happy Valentines Day (hearts on outside) Inside says:” A Valentine to keep in touch because your thought of very much. Have a great day” RM
IN the package were two heart shaped boxes filled with red and pink rose petals. Special ones for taking a bath with. I melted a little more.
Very thoughtful.
Points for RM.
I brought him his gifts and he seemed to like them.
We have tentative plans for Saturday night….

Just My Valentine?

dawnjust on Feb-14-2006

Will he? Wont he?
Is he the romantical guy I am hoping he is? I am guessing not. RM is sweet and kind and very thoughtful but is he into this whole Valentines thing? I haven’t brought it up. He works 12:30 - 9:00PM…no way to really surprise him with a romantic dinner or anything like that. I have bought him a card. Some “Love Lottery” tickets to scratch off for things like a back rub or a special dinner and I also got him some silky black boxers with red hearts all over them. I think I am going to go and drop them off in his car to find them when he gets out of work. Will he get me anything? A call in the AM?
We have tentative plans for this weekend but….shit.
I DON’T WANT to be disappointed when nothing shows up at work.
I DON’T WANT to be sad when he does nothing but I fear the worst.
Stinkin holiday….
Keep your fingers crossed internet. I am HOPING….

Just a Key and Fuzzy Pink Slippers

dawnjust on Feb-8-2006

This past weekend when we arrived at RM’s house he stated that he had two things for me. One-he had a house key made for me. The key is now in our secret hiding place. Just in case I would ever need it. Two-he bought me a pair of fuzzy pink slippers. (they should go nicely with my flannel pajama’s)
What do you think of that internet?

Just Stay

dawnjust on Feb-6-2006

How can I bear to wake up and you’re not there
What will I do when I turn and reach for you
I lay my tears on the windowsill
I’ll only cry ’til I get over you
But how long will it take me
Won’t you save me

Stay just a little bit longer
‘Til I’m a little bit stronger to take all this and
Stay just a little more time
‘Til I can find a way
Please stay

Will I ever smile again when losing my best friend
To wonder where,wonder how,wonder what you’re doing
One more night just before you break me
Hold me safely

Stay just a little bit longer
‘Til I’m a little bit stronger to take all this and
Stay just a little more time
‘Til I can find a way
Please stay

So I’ll be a big girl and close my eyes
As you walk away don’t you say goodbye
God save me,please won’t you

Stay just a little bit longer
‘Til I’m a little bit stronger to take all this and
Stay just a little more time
‘Til I can find a way
Please stay

Just Brief but Good

dawnjust on Feb-2-2006

The meeting went well. The kids LOVED the dog and thought RM was ok too. The meeting was brief but good. Leaves the door open to talking about him and eventually making another kid date so they can get to know him a little better.
This weekend I am kid free so I am planning on running away to the small town where he lives. I love spending time there with him. The town is small but fun. Everyone KNOWS everyone and is always happy to see us come walking in. There is a FISHEREE thing on Saturday so I get to stand around outside, drink adult beverages and watch people ice fish and goof off. Should be a blast actually. I get to relax, hang out and spend time with a wonderful man.
The more I get to know him, the more I like him.
SCARING the living shit out of me…….